Sun is out and it is a beautiful day! For about two months now the weather has shown rain every single day. It shows rain again for today, but PTL the sun is out. It helps restore my soul.
Definitely struggling mentally the past couple weeks. It is hard to say if it is the weather, change of life or culture shock. Last week the weather was very depressing. It was not only the thick smog and fog together but, it was as if there was a ceiling on the sky. There was a heaviness in the air like I have never known before. I fear this will be the majority of our winter.
Last night a family invited us over to watch a Christmas movie who has lived here for 10 years. They come from the states. S talked with me for a bit about my culture adjustment stage. I am now going through a community identity crisis. Before a big move like this, a person has a certain place in society. They are depended on and needed at times for certain things. In a new society like this, it is non-existent. Not that it can’t develop again but, it will take time. My problem is I don’t know if I am ready to be depended on. I am stuck between feeling ready to jump but scared to be relied on.
Our place of worship was changed again yesterday. We’re not sure what the future holds. The new place is way across town. It happened to be right across the street from McDonalds. So about 60 of us went to McD’s. I don’t think I have eaten Mc D’s for about 15 years now. But, I did yesterday.
On the way home a young woman visiting from the states became very ill. By the time we got off the bus, she was no longer able to stand and was blacking out. We had to carry her a good distance before we could no further. She was taller and heavier than me, and I think both Jeff and I pulled several muscles trying to carry her. We finally were able to bring a taxi in where they are not allowed and took her to the elevator. Phew! Poor thing.
She is staying with our dear friend M from NZ. M and her husband left for NZ today for 3 months. It is so hard to say goodbye. M is like my security blanket. Good news though, R returns from the states today after 3 months. I’m sure I will be leaning on her. M left us her moped while she is gone. I want to try it out but, SCARY! It is insane on the streets here.
Xiao Zhang and I went downtown today to pick up a package from the states. It took 2 ½ hours by bus, taxi and walking but, it was all worth it! I am sitting here enjoying a cup of star bucks coffee as I write. Ah, it’s like being home. Our friend also sent mulling spices, which we are anxious to share with the students and guests.
Many blessings to you all this Christmas season. It is an especially precious time as we have opportunities to share about the holiday.
B
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